seriously i do not know . being a good muslimah is all what i wish to . but sometimes when it comes to real it seems like i cant avoid in getting new experience which means lead to be away from my greatest Allah . i miss my old friends . i miss the way they guide me thru . i miss every single things in them . i miss my hometown * it is not homesick by which i hope u all can understand . there is calmness which i can get . i miss my best friend ever . *bff . i wish i can say like im okay but im not in fact . im going to be nonsense . so , gudbye n sorry .