Sorry

Ada perkara yang kita takkan boleh faham and even to look at it deeply. But there is one thing i really do understand that not to drag people in your life if you dont have good faith towards that person. Tapi siapa kita nak melawan takdir with the existance of that person.

I dont even expect to have and face with this kind of situation. It just came in that way, in all of sudden, in unpredictable time, in all out of situations this planet could bring. Ahh, i should stay alone i guess. Im sorry. Penat dah.

Kelahiran

Keturunanku berkembang,
Dah jadi aunty rupanya.

Semoga jadi anak yang soleh,
Orang yang berguna.

p/s: tak tahu lagi apa nama baby boy ni. Aku anak ke4, apa gelaran aku ek?

Gambatte

Yes, i know this is going to be hard for me and the rest of final year students of degree. Taking a final year project course, doing on the narrow topic that need to do research on it. But, all of the hardness, it is worth to damn work of it. InsyaAllah. May be eased and blessed. No one knows how we could go for it. Just do it anyway. Lusa ada presentation fyp. Pray for me and i'll pray for us, final year student. Aminn. Chaiyok!

Middle

In the middle of craziness,
In the middle of awareness,
In the middle of business,
In the middle of goodness,
In the middle of happiness,
In the middle of sadness,
In the middle of gratefulness,
In the middle of life,
In the middle of everything,

I remember YOU.

Dream

Ya Tuhan, aku ada satu cita2 ni yang nak sangat aku capai. Dear Allah, grant me an ultimate strength and patience to go through this. The best Planner ever, guide me in getting this dream accomplished. All i need to do is keep it real. You can do it. Just time it matters.

Immersed

What to do,
No one cares anyway.

What to hold,
No one understands anyway.

What to care,
No one there anyway.

What to release,
No one receives anyway.

Im immersed with that.

Generator

Semalam tak tahan godaan. Aku dah cuba untuk tak beli. Tapi, tapi, tapi. Bila fikir2 balik, it is good having investment on books. Well, it might not be useful today, but it would be later. I believe that. Pesan arwah abah, kalau nak beli buku beli yang boleh generate minda time membaca.

Ruang dan masa

Hi,

Can anyone tell me how much space and time does someone needs to be back?

recent

yeah , blog makin simple dan tak sesak kepala .

entah kenapa aku tak suka blog yang berat dengan banyak warna selain warna putih . haha . bias la pulak kan .

so, this is it . azam untuk selalu update . ahh, eleh . azam konon . takpe2, i'll try my best . haha .

till then, bye .

is it ?

kata orang,

lebih baik menangis sekarang dari menangis di kemudian hari .

aku rasa masa-masa ni merupakan fasa ujian bagi aku, bagi dia, bagi mereka.

doa untuk aku, dia dan mereka supaya kuat dan supaya kami semua sedar akan hikmah di sebalik semua ni . aminn .