huge

it's not easy to get something huge kan.

sacrification,
insufficient,
grasping,
fatigued,
overused,
all the negativity.

but all of those things, kita kena percaya takdir sama kan.

so that, in the end of this journey there is worthiness to be counting for. worth for patiently waiting. worth for the suffering. and worth for this waste.

entah la.

PS. sabar kejap. 

fucked up

hi!

i just think of the word 'complexity'. pretty huge now.

last week, i've gone thru for few frustation things. actually, they were just small matters to be written on. or to be thinking of though.

but you know, when those thing came over and hit on your face after another. you couldnt count them like ever. so much so, someone taught me that we just gotta suck it up and accept it for whatever challenge it takes. i remember this "don't fight life, life always wins".

ah, im nagging. sorry!

ya rabbi... this is not me. really not me.

hey, is it okay if we got two personalities? it's not that you're faking yourself. ah, you know what im saying kan? like you act like this in virtual, and you become like that in real.

screw myself.