Tuesday, 20 September 2016



Dengan hal-hal yang tak berkesudahan, aku jadi takut nak berhadapan.

Kalau dugaan yang hebat tu boleh mematangkan aku akan kuat,
Kalau dengan ujian yang bertimpa-timpa tu boleh buat aku jadi kebal aku akan tahan,
Kalau dengan masalah-masalah yang tak berkesudahan ni mampu buat aku jadi istimewa di mata Tuhan aku akan redah.

But there's one thing that i wish, i want the ending.

Kenapa manusia suka menghukum?

I hate myself for not being defensive.

Sudah lahh.

Friday, 3 June 2016


Time like this,
I wish i've never existed,
Nobody wants to listen,
I'm screaming for help.

Saturday, 13 February 2016



I would never have thought this.
I could never have called this too.

But, surrounding makes me.

Too pain to bleed,
You can pull the trigger,
But you stay stuck at your point.

Just so you know,
I wouldnt change for the changes,
It is US to do the change.

Dont blame others for this miserable,
It is US to be questioned.

You wouldnt understand, if you dont open to.

When will this ends? Exhausted.

Tuesday, 9 February 2016

Can I?


I do not know what life could brings us.

Have you ever to be loved?
Have you ever to be in the middle of someone?
Have you ever felt to be hidden from something?
Have you ever felt to be fooled?

Can i have someone that truly love me for who i am?
Can i have someone who understand me for what im doing?
Can i have someone who cares for me without care for others?
Can i have someone who always does anything as just they wanted to?

Tired to be in the middle of anything.

Can i just have you?
Can i?

Thursday, 4 February 2016

Sunday, 24 January 2016



This is how it goes.

You take, you take for your own beneficial.

But you still have something for me.

Funny, funny to your silly.

Saturday, 23 January 2016


Don't find.

Reasons to leave.
Fire to heat.
Words to bleed.
Knife to kill.


You've hurting.

If you have to leave, just leave.

Hello it's me


My visibility this time is not for the set of audience. It's just me. Only me. So, dear self. Get your heart and mind widely open because you never know what are the storms to slap on your face.

So, yup.

That's all.


Sunday, 3 January 2016

Random 2016

A fresh new start. Well, it's 2016.

I've been away. Yup, for 1 year.... and more. i dont know what im looking for. and im not sure it's outweigh to what. but one think im sure enough, i dont have anyone else to rely on. i know that one day i will lost someone that i love so much as i cant 'keep' for mine.

So i guess, you guys might see this site will be not left empty. *yes, this is hope. Bhaha.

Hurm, pretty hurt of mine lately. Seeing someone that had always been our side, change for all of sudden. Yup, i would say that maybe my 'mengada-ngada' getting over day by day which turn the life up, but seriously, ................ ahh, i dont even have a word to out.

I just hope and still hoping that we will be together back. As we used to be.

Okay, till then.