rindu

nak merasa nikmat hidup bukan semudah menikmati burger special.

nak merasa nikmat hidup bukan semudah menikmati buih-buih sabun.

nak merasa nikmat hidup bukan semudah menikmati manisnya isi durian. 

life is about fighting. 

rindu nak pergi elizabeth park, kuching. memang takde kena mengena gambar ni dengan caption jadah tu.

p/s: please just leave.

so funny

i dont know what is actually happening to me. i mean it just happened and i was like my goodness gracious ...... first is, few days ago, my tab was not working for undefined reason. i dont know.  syok2 scroll, tibatiba blank.

nasib ada satu lagi phone. nak dijadikan cerita, dia pun nak ikut jejak tab jugak :( i got smasheddd okay. so funny.

dugaan betul nak final ni. lagi dua minggu nak balik rumah. lambat lagiii.

p/s: jangan la laptop ni buat hal pulakkk.

condition

dah lama tak datang gastrik, tiba2 harini sakit pulak. Allahuakbar, sakitnya tak tahu nak describe. macam2 aksi dah aku buat, tak tahu lagi nak meniarap ke terlentang ke ape ke. haha . please, dont try this at home. semoga esok baik.

my way

And now the end is here,
And so I face the final curtain,
My friend,
I'll say it clear,
I'll state my case of which I'm certain,
I've lived a life that's full,
I traveled each and every highway,
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few,
But then again, too few to mention,
I did what I had to do and saw it through without exemption,
I planned each charted course,
each careful step along the byway,
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way

Yes, there were times,
I'm sure you knew,
When I bit off more than I could chew,
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out,
I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried,
I've had my fill, my share of losing,
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing,
To think I did all that,
And may I say, not in a shy way,
Oh no, oh no, not me,
I did it my way.

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught,
To say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels,
The record shows I took the blows and did it my way.

Yes, it was my way.

Frank Sinatra

Keberadaan

Bila keberadaan dipersoalkan,
Penat mencari makna kehidupan,
Bila satu nyawa ditarik Tuhan,
Baru sedar sebab dan tujuan.

Alfatihah untuk arwah Amir Rusydi. Semakin dekat kita dengan kematian. Sedar atau tak sedar.

Lets see

Begin with someone that want to knock you down.

Impact your whole life. I mean it changes for 360 as a whole and it appears like a dream.

They said, the most damaged is the great. But did they really faced that damage? Seriously, for real? Because i dont see the relevance for now.

Lets see how far that we got to catch and put this up.

Writing

Sometimes we want to write something but we dont have the idea of what it would be. All we know, it just a full of writing to be shared. It is weird when we keep trying to write about something on a piece of rubbish paper at least. Aha, we suddenly, got the idea of what that writing would be. We start to write but we dont know why the hell the process is blocked for other some times. It goes away, and we tend to nowhere. The idea that we dont know how to express it literally and we start to talk trash to our brain for not being useful when it needed. And then, we keep talking trash about thing that we had just faced it. All of sudden, we just realised that, our writing is about to reach half of one page. Ahh, it just happened to all of us right? *sigh. Idk what im nagging for.